Ang Pag-ibig na Hindi – Ikalawang Yugto

Ang isa ay gusto nang mamaalam at ang isa ay gustong pa ring manatili.

Sa kaalinsanganan ng panahon ay tila narining ng langit ang hiling ng mga nauuhaw kaya biglang umulan ng malakas. Malalaki ang patak ng ulan na masakit pag tumatama sa bumbunan. Dali dali sumilong ang mga tao sa kani kaniyang kubo. Walang mapuntahan ang magkasintahan kaya dali dali na lang silang tumungo sa una nilang nakita, ang kubo ng life guard. Dali dali nilang inakyat ang matarik na hagdan at doo muna nanatili.

Umupo silang magkatapat at nakasandal sa magkabilang dingding ng kubo. Yumuko na ang isa at nagsimulang humagulgol na tila sinasabayan sya ng lalo pang lumalakas na iyak ng langit. Walang magawa ang isa kundi tumanaw sa malayo.

Sa katagala’y napagod na din ang mga matang namumugto na at nakatulog. Tumabi ang isa at pinasandal sa kanyang balikat upang makatulog ng maayos, hinahaplos ang noo sabay hinalikan ito. Hindi malaman ang nararamdaman. Nalilito pa. Tama bang lumisan at hindi na lang ipaglaban.Masakit. Pero ano ba ang nararapat? Hindi nya na maintindihan.

Ansarap sa pandinig, huni ng ibon, tunog ng alon, musika ni inang kalikasan. Pagmulat ng namumugtong mga mata ay kay ganda ng sikat ng araw na parang hindi umulan ng malakas kagabi. Inikot ang mata sa paligid.

“Pag-gising ko wala ka na.”

 

Halik by Kamikazee

Kumupas na
Lambing sa yong mga mata
Nagtataka kung bakit yakap mo’y ‘di na nadarama
May mali ba akong nagawa? Tila nag-iba ang mga kilos mo at salita
Bakit kaya?
Parang hindi ka na masaya

Ika’y biglang natauhan
Umalis kaagad ng hindi nagpapaalam
Ang sabi ko hindi kita mamimiss
Hanggang kelan ito matitiis

Ika’y biglang natauhan
Umalis kaagad ng wala man lang paalam
Pag nawala doon lang mamimiss
Hanggang kelan ito matitiis

Alam ko na
Magaling lang ako sa umpisa
Umasa ka pa saakin
Mga pangakong nauwi lang sa wala
Nasayang lang ang iyong pagtitiyaga
Wala ka nga pala
At puro lang ako salita
Kaya pala
Pag-gising ko wala ka na

Ika’y biglang natauhan
Umalis kaagad ng hindi nagpapaalam
Ang sabi ko hindi kita mamimiss
Hanggang kelan ito matitiis

Ika’y biglang natauhan
Umalis kaagad ng wala man lang paalam
Pag nawala doon lang mamimiss
Hanggang kelan ito matitiis

Ika’y biglang natauhan
Umalis kaagad ng hindi nagpapaalam
Ang sabi ko hindi kita mamimiss
Hanggang kelan ito matitiis

Ngayon ko lang natutunan
Nasubukang mabuhay ng para bang may kulang
Pag nawala doon lang mamimiss
Paalam sa halik mong matamis

Ang Pag-ibig na Hindi

Maalinsangang gabi. Patawid ng kalsada ang magkasintahan. Pinagmamasdan sila ng mga drayber na nasa bungad ng mahabang linya ng mga sasakyan na naghihintay sa berdeng ilaw para sila ay makausad.

Patuloy ang paglalakad. Tahimik. Walang may gustong magsalita.

Pagod at uhaw, narating din nila ang tabing dagat. Mainit ang panahon pero malamig ang hanging sumasabay sa mga alon na dumadausdos sa dalampasigan.

Sabay na naupo sa buhanginan kung saan ang kanilang mga talampakan ay naabot ng maliliit na lang na mga alon.

Tahimik pa din. Pakiramdaman. Nakikinig sa alon at sa mga taong nagkakatuwaan habang nagtatampisaw sa malamig na tubig. Ang isa ay nakatingin sa isa at ang isa nama’y nakatingin sa mga bituin sa kalangitan. Nangigilid na ang mga luha. Ramdam na ramdam na ang sakit na dulot nang napipintong pamamaalam. Sa ilang minutong pag upo ay unti unting naaalala ang mga masasayang panahong pinagsamahan na lalong nakakadagdag sa sakit na nararamdaman.

Parehas na nagmahal, pero bakit walang pinatunguhan? Bakit walang pinagkasunduan?

Ang isa ay gusto nang mamaalam at ang isa ay gustong pa ring manatili.

The Laine Blogger Award

 

This is the first award that I’ve received and it feels great! Thank you so much to She Writes who continously visits my blog and well,  appreciates it (so happy ^__^).

The Laine Blogger Award’s mechanics are as follows:

1.Link Back to the Blogger who awarded you.
2. Blog about your award.
3. Give the award to 5 bloggers and let them know

In return, I also want to acknowledged and give this blog award to the following blogs and bloggers who and which have inspired me and for sure other bloggers as well to pursue this passion that we share.

Sa Saliw ng Awit

Jakesprinters

Cee

25pesocupnoodles

batopik

These bloggers have been part of my new blog-life, and most specially Ms. Sheladyanne thank you once more :).

Their blogs are something to look forward to.

Story Challenge : Letter S

 

Sailing

by Christopher Cross

Well, it’s not far down to paradise, at least it’s not for me
And if the wind is right you can sail away and find tranquility
Oh, the canvas can do miracles, just you wait and see.
Believe me.

It’s not far to never-never land, no reason to pretend
And if the wind is right you can find the joy of innocence again
Oh, the canvas can do miracles, just you wait and see.
Believe me.

[Chorus]
Sailing takes me away to where I’ve always heard it could be
Just a dream and the wind to carry me
And soon I will be free

Fantasy, it gets the best of me
When I’m sailing
All caught up in the reverie, every word is a symphony
Won’t you believe me?

[Chorus]

Well it’s not far back to sanity, at least it’s not for me
And if the wind is right you can sail away and find serenity
Oh, the canvas can do miracles, just you wait and see.
Believe me.

 

 

For more S Stories please click here.

Sunday Post : Wonderful

There’s one song and one photo that came into my mind when I saw this Sunday Post : Wonderful, and here it is:

 

What a Wonderful World

 

What a Wonderful World by Louie Armstrong

I see trees of green…….. red roses too
I see em bloom….. for me and for you
And I think to myself…. what a wonderful world.

I see skies of blue….. clouds of white
Bright blessed days….dark sacred nights
And I think to myself …..what a wonderful world.

The colors of a rainbow…..so pretty ..in the sky
Are also on the faces…..of people ..going by
I see friends shaking hands…..sayin.. how do you do
They’re really sayin……i love you.

I hear babies cry…… I watch them grow
They’ll learn much more…..than I’ll never know
And I think to myself …..what a wonderful world

The colors of a rainbow…..so pretty ..in the sky
Are there on the faces…..of people ..going by
I see friends shaking hands…..sayin.. how do you do
They’re really sayin…*spoken*(I ….love….you).

I hear babies cry…… I watch them grow
*spoken*(you know their gonna learn
A whole lot more than I’ll never know)
And I think to myself …..what a wonderful world
Yes I think to myself …….what a wonderful world.

I Wish I Were Mr. Chen | A Vision of Earth Made in China

I wish I were Mr. Chen, the Chinese trader I met the other day.  He provides products, well of course Made in China. Show him your item, and tomorrow or the day after he’ll bring you the same one. He can copy your shampoo, soap, towels, mops, fridge, and vacuum, everything made in Germany, Japan or Korea. He can bring you a stone, yes a stone! Show him one and he’ll copy it for you. He can even clone you. Yes. In this blog I will use the word clone.

I wish I were him, and the first thing that I will clone is the Earth and I will call it Earth Made in China (EMC). Of course, we can modify the product according to our specifications. In EMC, there will be no tanks, bombs and guns – never will I clone these items. Since there will be no guns in EMC, I will clone deer which runs slowly so huntsmen can catch them manually. I will clone a super electromagnetic knife. It is specialized knife that stays only in the kitchen. Once you plan to take it outside, it will be pulled in the kitchen automatically. Yes, the kitchen will be specialized as well and will have gravity that can pull all knives at home so all of the knives will stay in the kitchen- only.

I will clone Soldiers, lots of them. They will be ultra powerful Martial Arts Soldiers. These soldiers will be skilled with martial arts and karate and they can move like Ninja. They will wear Ninja Uniform and people will only see their eyes, their Asian Eyes. They will be called The Punishers. Anyone who will commit crime will be punished by them.  If a President or a Senator will be caught throwing candy wrapper on the street, the Punisher will break his/her arm. In EMC, if you have a broken arm, it means you were punished and it will be your life long embarrassment. It means you are a criminal. It means you have done something wrong like throwing your garbage on the river, or making a baby cry. Those are Punishable Crimes.  The Punishers will fear no evil. Whether President, middle class man or a slave; the punishment will be the same.

I will clone food. Millions of it. So no one will kill for food, and no one will die because there’s no food.

I will clone a dictionary, and it will be called The Modern EMC Dictionary. In this dictionary, I will erase the words war, hunger, racism and corruption.

Earth Made in China is not a perfect world. It is a semi perfect one. There will still be crimes, but it will be under control because of the Punishers. Crime rate will be at least 1%. Most of the crimes will be as mentioned : throwing garbage, making a baby cry, gossiping about your neighbors or laughing out loud because of your neighbor’s bad hairstyle.

If I were Mr. Chen, I will start thinking about all of this.

 Thanks wordpress for this Weekly Writing Challenge : I Wish I Were.

Sorry for the murder of the word clone.

I don’t mean to offend anyone with this blog.

On The Pursuit of Life Existence by Sheladyanne

My thoughts on your blog:

When we were all kids, I guess most of us were asked by our teachers to draw. And this is what I would always draw in the art class. (Of course this is a real picture, but I can draw something similar he he).

This will always be one of my drawings during art classes. A small house with trees, green grass usually with clouds or river on the side. At this modern era when the all cities in the world are praised for their high rising sky scrapers trying to be the highest in the world, people like me would just want to live in small towns where there’s peace.

 

When I was in high school, I started dreaming. Things that I thought I would like to do in the future or career path that I would like to follow.

When I was in college, I started thinking. What should I do afterwards? Should I follow my dreams? Or should I do the necessary? Well of course I did the necessary.

When I got my first job, I started seeking. Money. Position.  Prestige.

And now, I came to a point where all I wanted is to live in the house that I used to picture in my mind. The ones that I usually draw during art classes.

Yes we get older. But it doesn’t mean that our childhood have left us.  It will always remain in our hearts. You will realize, a lot of your childhood ideas make better sense than the present ones.

 

 

Today, bridges are built with tough materials to widthstand the temperature, the weight of the vehicles passing through and all the other factors that the engineers consider in order to build this structure.
We only have bamboos and logs before. And bamboo bridges can still be seen in smaller towns till now. Have you seen one? I guess a lot of kids nowadays have not seen this kind of “structure” engineered by simple people.

 

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