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I’ve been watching several travel blogs lately and to be honest, I’m kinda feeling jealous.

I know I have mentioned several times in this blog that I’m a lazy traveler and would only travel to go to a beach and lie down the whole day and live a fancy life of Eat. Sleep. Beach. Repeat.

But lately, I just had this funny feeling of jealousy about travelers seeing different things and places everyday. Maybe their VLOGs are just too nice and inspiring  that’s why I started having this itch to travel.

If you have been a long time reader, you might also say now how ungrateful and unsatisfied of a b*+ch I am by living a life in paradise (a.ka. Maldives) and still complaining about things that I don’t get.

Well, lately, paradise hasn’t been too paradise-y at all. If you haven’t been to this place, you might think we are having a nice island life here with booze and bon fire every night, listening to Bob Marley’s music and such fun stuff as one can see in movies. But not really. Lately, the energy has just been so negative and happiness is scarce.

Two days ago, facebook reminded me of a status that I have posted several years ago:

How we spend our days, is of course, how we spend our lives.

~Annie Dillard

And really, looking at how life’s going on lately, I am now asking myself what kind of life am I living. But as much as I want to complain, I only have myself to blame. I chose this life. I chose to be here.

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The problem of writing the title first before the content is a major issue. Now I have deviated from what I really intended to write. But anyway.

P.S. My artworks are world class :p