professional stick figure artwork by yours truly LOL
It is always a lot easier to move on from an idiot of a cheater than from good friends who never said goodbye.
I met a lovely couple years ago through my previous room mate. She is an architect and so are the couple. The three of them have been friends and colleagues for years, so technically, I was the outsider. But they didn’t let me feel I was. After being with them for just a few weeks, I felt like I’ve known them for decades.
They are the coolest couple I’ve met so far. Both artistic in their own ways, Ate is very good with origami while Kuya is a great musician.
We usually hang out on weekends and Kuya will always bring his musical stuff, recorder, mic and other stuff that only he knows. Since they knew how frustrated a musician I am, a guitar player who never knew what pentatonic scale means, a singer who was never in tune, they encouraged me to keep practicing and somehow they sparked something out of my dreams in hibernation. Keep playing until the strings of your guitar snaps off. Keep singing until your room mate throws a pillow on your face.
Me and Kuya sang and played the guitar while Ate and my room mate recorded us. Kuya arranged one of the songs I’ve recorded on his gadget and made it sound like a professionally studio recorded song. I can’t even believe it was my voice I was listening to.
The universe has its way of bringing birds of the same feather together. We are all very positive individuals but we always attract negative energy. Opposites attract?
They’ve always complained about people snooping around their lives. They’ve always lived simply but always attracted envy. They’ve shut themselves down from the world but we kept on living our happy lives in the small world we created until the day they have decided to close their doors on me and my previous room mate.
I tried to contact them in any way I could but I never heard from them and what hurts the most is not to know what happened in between and what I did wrong.
A few days ago I visited my youtube account and saw the videos we’ve recorded. I smiled.
I remember how they gave me a taste of how it is to be a real musician and it was so sweet. As sweet as our then friendship. As sweet as the bottomless iced tea and the corn beside our steaks. As sweet as the hot chocolate and the cool air we tasted on winter mornings and the cold bubble tea on summer afternoons.
If by any chance they come across this blog, for sure they’ll both know that this is me. There can only be one existing aysabaw in this universe.
I missed both of you. I missed us. The four of us. So please, Ate and Kuya, talk to me again. Or say goodbye, at least.
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PS. ang clingy ko LOL
39 responses to “Say Goodbye. At Least.”
Aaw.. Sad. 😦
Link please. :))))) Gusto ko makita. Haha
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kamote ka ha ha. di pwede, pag nilagay ko dito yon malalaman ang tunay na itsura at pagkatao namin LOL baka lalong nila akong hindi kausapin
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Aaaay oo nga noh! Haha di ko agad naisip yon. Na-excite ako sa performance mo eh. HAHAHAHA
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ha ha ha. actually madali mahanap sa youtube. kaso di ko talaga ilalagay dito link lol
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HAHANAPIN KO! Hahaha
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ha ha ha. good luck pero pag nahanap mo wag mo na ipagkalat 😛
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Gotcha! Hahaha
Ang cool ng voice mo. 🙂 Ang kalma lang. Feel good, ganern! 😀
Sure! Di ko po ipagkakalat.
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ha ha ha. myghad. mga bloggers talaga matitinding stalkers LOL. nakita mo rin ba si Kuya? siya yung tunay na mahusay
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Yup! Long hair siya eh noh? Haha
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ha ha ha. natatawa ako sa’yo. oo mas maganda pa buhok niyan kesa saming mga girls ha ha
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ipinapanalangin ko na mangyari ang inaasam mo sa post na ito. naiintindihan ko ang sakit na nararamdaman mo. hindi ito nalalayo sa pag-ibig.
isang kanta naman diyan, Aysa. Closing Time by Semisonic
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ha ha ha. sana nga pansinin na nila ulit ako ha ha.
aba teka, may request?
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eh di ba, you had your taste of being a musician. i was thinking sumi-singer ka noon at andiyan parin yun…
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ha ha ha. sumisinger nga wala naman talaga sa tono….anyways 😛
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humble ka lang..
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ha ha ha…di kaya…totoo talaga 😛
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okay. i rest my case…rap na lang…
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ha ha ha. anong kanta ba? Panaginip by Crazy as Pinoy? 😛
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Puwede na…
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Awww that’s a shame. Sorry to hear that. I know the feeling. But I’m glad you have good memories of them to hold on to! Maybe it wasn’t anything you did, but just something in their lives that made them need to move away and cut ties with everyone?!
Anyway, any chance we can hear this song? ^_^
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Haaay. Yeah there are good memories to look back to and if they don’t want me anymore what can I do?
About the song? Ha ha ha…i’m shy LOL
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What’a important is they have taught you a lesson. To still continue to smile because of the good memories. 🙂
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Ay corrected by 🙂
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Frustrations lead us somewhere..
Proud moment of frustrated people..
Mukhang ngayon, ate, naglevel-up na yung tinatawag mong frustrations. Yiee!
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Bwahaha. Aba at may level up ka pang nalalaman ah :p
Ano ba yan…lahat ba tayo sa wordpress ay may mga frustrations? Lol
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Lahat po hahahaha maski di nagwowordpress. Sa tingin ko nga top 1 ang music/pagtugtog/pagkanta sa frustrations ng karamihan. Haha cool kasi
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Well tama ka. Dami ngang frustrated musician na kahit anong aral mo wala pa rin..tapos may makikita kang halimaw kahit di mag aral
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Inborn talent, at learned talent. Wala po ako ng kahit ano dyan hahaha
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Hoooo. Wag na itago yan. Labas na mga talent talent dyan oh. Tayo tayo lang makakaalam hehe
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Teka po, hanapin ko kung may mailalabas ako ahaha
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Meron yan lol. Diba mga Arki matitindi sa kaArkihan? Ilabas na yan hehe
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Anong kaarkihan po ba sa buhay? Lol. Sige hanapin ko po, pero itutulog ko na muna, baka paggising ko mahanap ko na haha goodnight!
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Meron yan. Paggising mo nyan bukas meron na hehe
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Hihingi pa naman sana ko ng sample vid from Youtube. hahaha 😀 dahil diyan.. hahanapin ko nalang. LOL
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Bwahahahahhaha. Alam kong mahahanap mo yan
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VER2 yung recorded like a pro lol
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Napanood ko na! Asteeeg! 😀
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Wahahahhaha. Joke time yan.
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😢
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