I was informed that you are here for a week’s visit.
It’s been a few years since we separated ways, well, since you dumped me and it’s as if no one else in this world moved on except for you and me. Our names are, still, always associated with each other like it has always been, just like how the salt and pepper shaker always come in pairs.
You’ve been with her for about four years and she’s actually quite a good record for your resume if she had been a job. You’re together for a while now yet our friends still look at me whenever your name is mentioned during the meet ups.
I don’t know why you have to call me whenever you’re here and I don’t know either why I always allow myself to be a subject of your self-indulgence, just like the way it has always been.
You knew that I don’t work on Sundays so you called me. I wanted to decline your offer for breakfast at Paul’s but your insistence didn’t let me by saying that no one’s available to accompany you. Best laid plans. Nevertheless, this has always been the case.
We were friends then we became more than friends then we ended up as enemies and now we’re friends again. We’ve both moved on but I’ve been puzzled by thoughts that I shouldn’t have been thinking of in the first place.
Maybe because there are words left unsaid or maybe there are words that I’ve longed to hear. Unfortunately it was never heard of, not from you.
I wonder if you ever loved me. Or was I just a convenience to you at that time. I asked myself what I lacked or what I did wrong or does she have something that I don’t have. Was she more loving or caring or intelligent or funny.
I always believed in myself but not when I’m with you. I’ve always felt less and maybe that’s the reason why I really became less.
I know it’s too late to ask or mumble about these things but I’m just an average girl and sometimes I’m too dumb to comprehend. Was it your fault or was it really mine? Or was it destiny that didn’t let us go on forever.
I wanted to let you go but you’ve never let me. You always have your hand on me so how can I walk away.
I need to close the door, so please let me.
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-yet another old moronic post from one of my other blogs. Why am I even posting this again?
P.S. This was written years back. We both have already moved on as of now.
39 responses to “It’s Been A While”
So my closure na? Hehehe 😏
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ha ha ha…oo matagal na…may kanya kanya ng asawa LOL
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Hindi dapat “aysabaw” tong blog mo kase may kalahating oras na akong naghahalukay. Buhay na buhay ang mga bloggers sa WordPress, deads na ata kaming mga nasa Blogspot.
Babalik akong muli. Magandang araw!
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ha ha ha. salamat sa paghahalungkat. ui dati nag blogspot din ako pero medyo mas komportable ako dito sa WP. he he…balik ka ha 😛
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naku Aysa wag kang magga-ganyan nadadala ako, baka yung gorgeous and voluptuous ex ko e maging “current” ulit hahahaha
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ha ha ha. natawa ako sa “voluptuous”
haller? ha ha. wala akong kasalanan diyan LOL
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I know i know this feeling of being dumped (naka post din sa blog ko yung drama ko tungkol dito)… happy to know you moved on and that it was an old post…
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ha ha ha. asan yan. basahin na ‘yan 😛
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One shot yung title… Sa archives, january 2014 haha ma drama eh..
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ha ha teka nga 😛
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Aww. I can relate to this. 💔
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ha ha. dami atangmga nabigo at pinaasa pa muna bago naka move on. 😛
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Hahaha. Atleast, nakamove on po 😀
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Ha ha ha. Oo nga
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“you dumped me”
I read this part, especially the word ‘dumped’, with emphasis and bitterness. LOL.
Friends talaga? 😀
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ha ha ha. oh, maraming bitter diyan ha ha.
oo friends na kami, ulit. kasi mabait ako LOL
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Hahaha isa na ako ron! Char.
Hahaha siya ba hindi? Charot.
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hahahahaha. marami tayong naging bitter at one point LOL
Hindi siya mabait. Siya yung nangiwan eh LOL
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Oooooooooooohh.. HAHAHAHAHA ang pait b3h.
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bwahahahahha
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humuhugot ka, Aysa. parang ito na yung pag-ibi na inihambing ko sa nauna kong binasa kanina.
may kanta ako sayo: It’s Been a While by Staind
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ha ha ha. may theme song talaga? hindi pa uso ang hugot hugot na yan nung sinulat ko to ha ha
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ganon? pero parang Adel lang ah. hehehe
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ha ha ha. oo nga ano
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Ugh. Another post I wish I couldn’t relate to.
Glad you’ve both moved on ❤
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Ha ha ha. I think we could all relate to this haha.
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Bagay na bagay ang Gravity ni Sara Bareilles sayo! Hahaha
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Ha ha ha. Teka. Mapakinggan mga yan :p
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Hahahaha ingat lang at baka isang balde ng luha yan haha
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Ha ha ha eto nga at maganda
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Hahaha story of your life char
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BwHahahhahaha. Di na masyado. Buti na lang di ko pa napakinggan tong song na to dati ha ha ha
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Oo kung hindi. Nakonakonakonako hahaha
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:))))))) hello merhaba ben türk dostunuz I’m a Turkish friend
I’m waiting for your visit to my blog
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Wow ang lalim. Buti na lang may note na mula pa ito sa luma mo na post. Muntik na ako matakot pano kung mabasa ni hubby mo. Haha
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ha ha ha. oo nakakatakot nga pag nabasa niya to ng walang yung note ha ha
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Yep, naiimagine ko baka mag karon ng World War 3 sa Dubai. LOLs
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ha ha ha 😛
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